Slow Flowing Tears

I look up as a tears roll slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
Will you be here to
wipe the tears from my cheek

This is also goodbye to DM , good luck to you all...but right now there is nothing here for me anymore now i need time to sort myself out including my health....

this will be my last post! please dont reply because i wont be back to read it sorry

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Beginning to feel I have the word "STUPID" written on my forehead at times, Im sure I have given many a good laugh but as they say if you cant see it it dont hurt I guess they are right at least i am me you either take me for who I am or leave me alone simple as!.....someone said to me today through email a quote "I dont care, i didnt care yesterday and i will care even less tomorrow"

Always learnt or brought up by treat others how you wish to be treated and if loving someone or caring someone is wrong then please someone take a gun to my head and shoot me ...as least I can sit back at the end of the day say I DO CARE and be honest about it!


And before anyone jumps on me about this ...this is NOT aimed at anyone just lil ole me ing , im allowed to do that aint I?



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Funny my comments get deleted and others dont

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Im just being me wanna know something ask no guarantee i will tell ya but ask anyway ya never know

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Funny how things in life change so much and so quickly one minute ya so damn happy u could stand on top of a mountain and scream with happiness next u just wanna die, how i do feel lost and
To those i had the pleasure in talking to in my short time i have been here thanks always good to have friends and i wish you all the luck in the world with whatever path u choose.
Nothing to say keeping quiet

Thanks Sham hon
Shamette oOOOOOer

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"Some men are worth fighting for, but some are worth dying for."

"When I think of you I get this feeling that I want to see you. I miss you."

"The best way to hold a man is in your arms"

"Love is missing someone whenever your apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because your close in heart....aint that the truth miss you hunni



I love you hunni with all my heart! more than words could ever explain!!

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The last part needs some editing
Watching out of the window
Wishing you was there
God knows how much I love you
And tell you how much I care

Once there you once stood
So handsome and so tall
All that stands for now is memories
Or sound of your voice when I call

Watching the time slowly pass me by
With only the thoughts of you
Wishing you never left
I breath in and gently sigh

I love you with all my heart
That I know will never change
With only distance keeping us apart
I sit here watching and waiting

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Just something i sat and wrote ...about how i feel please feel free to comment. Its not perfect but i tried

Someone Special

Someone special who holds my heart
He holds me when i start to cry
The beginning of a brand new start
What can i do all but try

You'll that i need , You'll that i want
No one else in the world could compare to you
You have changed my life in so many ways
A life filled with love and happiness

I miss you so much when we're apart
Feel lonely and empty inside
I promise you i give all i have to give
I'll do anything for as long as i live

You touch me softly when i need you
You tell me everything is going to be alright
What can i do but put my trust in you
You keep me smiling day and night

If only i had the words to tell you
How much you mean to me
How much i care
Your my someone special...i love you

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Well today seems have gotten to somewhat a better start although i dont feel well right now,stomach is sore inside and i just dont have any energy for anything but trying to find new interests on this thing called a computer to do just basically trying to keep occupied
Tomorrow i am sending off for my driving licence so i can start my driving lessons which should be as funny as all hell as i have never driven a car in my life apart from the ones at a funfair and if thats anything to go by god help everyone

for now

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